first crush

i was in 9th when i got my my first crush.
it was feeling great bt not for the late
i like her smile ,i like her face
many people likes her looking like a mice race.
it was my good luck she is good friend of mine
bt  love needs a lots of time
one day she told me a worst thing about our relationship
i can't believe her  feel like a last sip
my friends warn me bt at that time i am on the ship of love
 i not listen to them got into a problem in the big dam
bt finally i solve it bt still that black spot is topic of fun between them
whenever there is a topic of first love my name is on the top
time passes away black spot doesn't fade
so its my advice never get commited
it is very complicated
it's  not applicable for all bt most of them is lie in it........